Anonymous said: I know it is probably not my place to say anything but have you ever considered telling your dad how you feel about that? Oh, and happy early birthday darling. :]
Not really. There is nothing that I could say to him that would make him understand how I feel. He has no idea that I know exactly why he has been to prison every time he has gone. Or that I know what he was doing when he didn’t pick me up or just dropped me off to be taken care of by his ex wife. If I bring up anything that he does or did that hurt me in the past he will find a way to blame other people or I will piss him off to a point where he gets scary and will end up beating the shit out of his girlfriend when I leave.
And about the girlfriend thing. I have tried to help her get away from my dad. I have set up places for her to stay so that she could leave him and she bails every time. She thinks she can fix him. I try to tell her that that is what my mom and step mom thought also but maybe she will finally learn. Hopefully before she ends up in the hospital like my mom and step mom did.
I wish things were simple so I could just sit him down and talk to him but when it comes to my dad I can’t do that.
So I am super annoyed. I am turning 23 tomorrow. Meaning I have been alive for 23 fucking years and my dad, my biological father, who was there when I was born to this day always texts me the day before my fucking birthday to tell me happy birthday.
So today he texts me and is like happy birthday blah blah blah. Then he sends me another text and he is like oh I need to see you I am crying. Like you are a grown ass man. Get your shit together.
Just a little background my dad has barely ever been in my life. He has been in and out of prison since before I can remember. He has never been there for me. When he did have visitation he either just never showed up or he would pick me up and drop me off with his wife at the time and then never come back really until it was time for me to leave then he would take me home.
I am the only one who keeps in contact with him. My sister refuses to talk to him. So I feel bad because he has nobody. But I am getting tired of it. I have a fucking life. I have people who love me. Who haven’t abandoned me like he did and he just expects me to drop all of those people when he is feeling upset because poor him. No fuck that. It’s his fucking fault he never saw me growing up. I am not going to let him fuck with my life because he wants to be there for me now.
Ughhh. I am just so fucking annoyed right now.
Do you ever wonder why your lips and tongue sting a little when you’re eating pineapples? It’s because pineapples possess the enzyme bromelain, which breaks down meat proteins.
Basically, when you eat pineapples, pineapples eat you right back.
Pineapples are so metal.
That explains a lot
I KNEW IT. IVE ALWAYS KNOWN PINEAPPLES WERE SUSPICIOUS AND I DIDN’T TRUST THEM. NO LOOK. THE PINEAPPLES ARE EATING US. WAKE UP PEOPLE. PINEAPPLES ARE DANGEROUS.
If you put a little bit of salt onto your pineapple slices before you eat them it won’t make your tongue do that weird tingling thing. :)
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Sums up my relationship with pizza quite nicely
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